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[24 May 2007|01:27pm] |
my life is bliss because i am better than you. and i dont need to move to a new city and get hit by a car to be happy.
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if theres any haters in here that dont have anybody to hate on feel free to hate on me sit back there and say my hair isnt luxurious when you know it is bitch.
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[13 Mar 2006|11:54pm] |
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I definately love when I think something really good could happen, and it doesnt. "always the bridesmaid never the bride" I feel like Ive been stuck in the same place for weeks, doing to the same thing over & over.
Friday night was really fun, me sarah, stacy, and malory went to see Bdon and his friends. we went to the beach it was absoultely beautiful. played some loud rap, me and stace got bunny ears, walked around wal-mart and mejers with "james" and kevin. they are real nice I hope I see them more. But we got home SO late....espically since I had to work on saturday. so i just slept all day, whoops. then WOOOORK Since Erik and everyone was wasted me and Malory decided to just sit around on saturday because we were both really tired from work. I dont even remember sunday, all I know is I am god to Michaelann...I seriously love her SO much.
I just wish I could reinvent myself and be loved for that. I want to be noticed. I am so sick of sitting in the back and watching everyone else get what they want.
this weekend will HOPEFULLY be good...claire and I are going to this house show Gil told us about. I miss claire so much. I need to see alot of people. I have new hair, Im taking the green out and putting pink and yellow in.
 remove from me this deception that I called love with its gears that turn to make me feel and assembled thoughts that fade away.
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[08 Dec 2005|04:01pm] |
 miss him<3 ninetysixxxx(sixsix)
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[03 Nov 2005|10:21pm] |
but im bigger than that no YAHH dont have my back. hey how long til the music drowns you out dont put words up in MUH mouth.
thnx ashlee.
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[23 Aug 2005|08:36pm] |
i loved this summer it was easily the best time of my life i have three of the best friends ever allie michaelann tori allie and i are completely inseperable. michaelann and i reconnected and picked up a friendship. tori is always there for me like a mom. ive grown up so much this summer. people should be suprised i feel completely different. the click five. missy elliot. circa survive. saosin. number12. shakira. lil whyte. elmo pimps hoes. i wish it wouldnt end.
hey thanks, thanks for that summer. it is cold where your going i hope that your heart is always warm. i gave you the best that i had. you passed on my letters & passed on the best that i had.
& now im listening to ashlee simpson. ending this summer just like last year. hahahaaaaaaaaa
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[20 Jul 2005|05:09pm] |
youre a complete joke to me now.
when all you got to keep is strong move along, move along like i know you do & even when your hope is gone move along move along just to make it through.
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[14 Jul 2005|05:45pm] |
!!!!! if anyone has the every time i die hot damn! shirt and wants to sell it or give it to me for my birthday i would REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE either. !!!!!
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[12 Jul 2005|06:57pm] |
leave your address i have some stamps and envlopes and i want to write letters.
thats all.
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[22 May 2005|01:53am] |
update later.
 weekend was great, one of the better in a long time. i love everyone i saw the most in the world.
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more picture later. i look lame. i got a fishy phillp henry, hes so special, i had to carry him around in my purse in best buy
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