completely revolting.

Thu, 24 May 2007 17:27:54 GMT

my life is bliss because i am better than you.
and i dont need to move to a new city and get hit by a car to be happy.

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 03:36:18 GMT

if theres any haters in here that dont have anybody to hate on feel free to hate on me sit back there and say my hair isnt luxurious when you know it is bitch.

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 04:21:56 GMT

only through struggle have I found rest.

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 05:03:54 GMT

jokes.

I definately love when I think something really good could happen, and it doesnt.
"always the bridesmaid never the bride"
I feel like Ive been stuck in the same place for weeks, doing to the same thing over & over.

Friday night was really fun, me sarah, stacy, and malory went to see Bdon and his friends.
we went to the beach it was absoultely beautiful.
played some loud rap, me and stace got bunny ears, walked around wal-mart and mejers with "james" and kevin. they are real nice I hope I see them more.
But we got home SO late....espically since I had to work on saturday.
so i just slept all day, whoops.
then WOOOORK
Since Erik and everyone was wasted me and Malory decided to just sit around on saturday because we were both really tired from work.
I dont even remember sunday, all I know is I am god to Michaelann...I seriously love her SO much.

I just wish I could reinvent myself and be loved for that.
I want to be noticed.
I am so sick of sitting in the back and watching everyone else get what they want.

this weekend will HOPEFULLY be good...claire and I are going to this house show Gil told us about.
I miss claire so much.
I need to see alot of people.
I have new hair, Im taking the green out and putting pink and yellow in.

remove from me
this deception that I called love
with its gears that turn to make me feel
and assembled thoughts that fade away.

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 21:01:48 GMT

miss him<3
ninetysixxxx(sixsix)

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 03:22:17 GMT

but im bigger than that
no YAHH dont have my back.
hey how long til the music drowns you out
dont put words up in MUH mouth.

thnx ashlee.

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 00:40:08 GMT

i loved this summer
it was easily the best time of my life
i have three of the best friends ever
allie michaelann tori
allie and i are completely inseperable.
michaelann and i reconnected and picked up a friendship.
tori is always there for me like a mom.
ive grown up so much this summer. people should be suprised
i feel completely different.
the click five. missy elliot. circa survive. saosin. number12. shakira. lil whyte. elmo pimps hoes.
i wish it wouldnt end.

hey thanks, thanks for that summer.
it is cold where your going
i hope that your heart is always warm.
i gave you the best that i had.
you passed on my letters
& passed on the best that i had.

& now im listening to ashlee simpson. ending this summer just like last year. hahahaaaaaaaaa

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 21:14:59 GMT

youre a complete joke to me now.

when all you got to keep is strong
move along, move along like i know you do
& even when your hope is gone
move along move along just to make it through.

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 21:31:51 GMT

!!!!!
if anyone has the every time i die hot damn! shirt
and wants to sell it or give it to me for my birthday
i would REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE either.
!!!!!

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 22:44:30 GMT

leave your address
i have some stamps and envlopes and i want to write letters.

thats all.

100 things.

Tue, 31 May 2005 03:38:05 GMT

you want to read it all.
i caved in.

1. my birthday is august 24th 1989
2. my sisters is 2 years before me, same day.
3. my family and i get along sometimes
4. usually when they say i did something wrong i dont think i did
5. i like to spend money
6. its a bad habit i just like things
7. i like to dye my hair alot
8. but i hate my hair right now
9. i like watching thunderstorms
10. but if im alone then i hate it
11. apparently im intimidating
12. but im really nice if you get to know me
13. i can also be really mean if you piss me off
14. i have a bad temper sometimes
15. i wish i could tell people what i think about them
16. but i get scared of hurting people or someone getting mad at me
17. im young but im not stupid
18. you would probably think i was alot older if you never met me
19. dancing is fun
20. riding in cars could be the best time ever
21. i have over 100 cousins combined
22. and i still cant find one that i really relate too
23. but i love most of them to death
24. i have a bad habit of getting crushes on older guys
25. like 21+ and i really need to cut it out
26. i wish i had a boyfriend
27. i think i would make a good girlfriend and i hear that alot too
28. i like our president
29. if you dont its understandable
30. i cant stand people who try to pursuade people in politics you like what you like
31. im not ignorant but i dont really care about them anyways
32. i have frecklesssss
33. feet are kind of gross
34. so are crusty elbows haha
35. i hate the chicken dance so much
36. garden state is my favorite movie
37. i dont really trust people
38. ive been lied to or betrayed way to many times to believe what everyone tells me
39. i wish i did trust people
40. multi-v and formula 50 are my favorite vitamin waters
41. sometimes i think im pretty
42. other times i think the complete opposite and never want to leave the house
43. i watch howard stern sometimes
44. i have no idea why
45. ive been to oklahoma twice
46. i want to move to cali or philly
47. i want to be on the real world
48. if i had things how i wanted i wouldnt ever feel lonely
49. lonliness is the worst feeling
50. sometimes i get jealous and i wish i never did
51. i want to road trip
52. my phone is straight outta the 80's
53. my favorite season is the fall
54. i want to go camping
55. scary movies really scare me...like i freak out
56. so i usually have my eyes covered or my face on someone the whole time
57. i wish i was shorter
58. being 5'8" is way too tall
59. but in a boys case, usually the taller the better
60. i dont judge people by their style
61. i judge people by their personality
62. if i dont know you well im shy
63. my middle name is marie
64. good teeth are my favorite thing ever
65. i like talking on the phone usually
66. i was a girl scout yeahhhh
67. i like to watch rosanne and fresh prince
68. i dont really like school whatsoever
69. its not that im stupid i just feel like its not helping me
70. i like riding in airplanes
71. i believe in god
72. sometimes i wish i would just do things i wanted too
73. im talking to someone on the phone and she is saying stupid things
74. like "i need your tounge in my mouth" but not to me
75. im very very picky about boyssss
76. girlfriend by b2k is a sweet song
77. surivor by chuck palahinuk is my favorite book
78. i wish i was tan
79. pink and black are my favorite colors
80. i want my nose pierced
81. and a tattoo that says hold your head high heavy heart
82. i really have no desire to leave the country yet
83. i have gold shoes and i love them
84. i used to have a screen name AsSheTakesItAll
85. like the early november song
86. i want someones hand to hold damnit
87. i like going to shows
88. my old livejournal sucked and so did my xanga
89. i like music alot
90. i like to sleep
91. i have 2 pet cats
92. i wish i had a doggie
93. i love mac makeup like a bad habit
94. so i buy it like a bad habit which makes me broke
95. i like cherry suckers
96. i chew gum alot, im a stickler about bad breath i hate it
97. i hate cocky people
98. i use the very sexy pink purfume
99. i like smart lyrics that make me think
100. i wish i was more interesting and smart

Sun, 22 May 2005 05:41:28 GMT

update later.

weekend was great, one of the better in a long time.
i love everyone i saw the most in the world.

SNEEEEEEEK PEAAAK.

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 17:57:01 GMT

more picture later. i look lame.
i got a fishy
phillp henry, hes so special, i had to carry him around in my purse in best buy

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 04:31:10 GMT

comment to be added.
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